Monday, May 24, 2010

Week's Update

Just got an update from a pregnancy site and it was weird to realize my baby is as big as my forefinger already... Mashallah... It's just a matter of couple of months when s/he would be wrapped in my arms.... And soon I would be dancing on her tunes...

I have literally started hating sight of some food stuff... and Faizan has to literally force me to have things... But me being me I dont budge... Have a slight cold today and have been sneezing all day.

I made my chutka undergo the torture call 'Kites' this week... Really sorry chuts... I didn't know it would be such a disaster... Besides this the week has been good... except for Sunday where I was in a terrible shape...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hoping and wishing and praying....

The feeling did take it's own sweet time to sink in... I mean I didn't imagine I was ready to become a "mommy."
Now when I know its a nice feeling ... and what better way to do it than to express my feelings in words... Thats the best I do.
So here I am dragging myself through the 1st trimester and trying to be stronger for Fizz and for 'Chutka'... Yeah I know Chutz you gonna hate when we call you that but thats what it is... And Dadda chose your name because he loved JLo's name in "The Back Up Plan"... Yeah it is a movie ... remember the one 3 of us went to watch last Saturday...
Pregnancy is a lovely experience... (with its share of mood swings, nausea, and exhaustion) but the worst part is when both my sisters and my mom keep on saying its goin to be a "baby boy"... I mean no.... I have always wished of having a sweet little baby girl just like me... her mommie dearest...
Well even it is a baby boy :-( I would be happy, but Allah knows I would be elated... really excited, on top of the world if I get a real life doll to cuddle and play with.
So here is wishing one more time - the nth number of time... that my wish comes true and my world turns 'pink' in a matter of 7 months now...